Monday, March 2, 2009
I am finally back in Temuco after a very long week of traveling. This week, though I guess you could say we were all on vacation, was very tiresome for me. The day after I arrived here I was whisked away on the rest of the family vacation. As of now, the majority of my time has been spent in a hotel on the coast. Now, don't get me wrong, I loved being on the coast. It's absolutely gorgeous, but I have been feeling like a person without a home for the last week. I hadn't had a chance to settle in anywhere, I didn't know what I was doing, where I was going, or what to expect when I got there. Now that we're back and I actually have a chance to get my suitcases unpacked, I'm feeling a little more settled, but I'm finding the thought of spending the next five months here just a little intimidating. My brain has gone on Spanish overload and I'm half convinced I'm never going to be able to talk to anyone. People who know me, not necessarily even know me well, but just know me, know that I love to talk, and being somewhere where I spend a great deal of my social time sitting quietly and watching other people talk has been a bit depressing. I know I'll adjust, but it's a little overwhelming at the moment. This whole feeling is not helped by the fact that the majority of the conversation I have during the day is with a four year old. As cute as he is, he's not very good for intelligent conversation. I am missing my family and friends and having a social life. There are some people here my Aunt wants to introduce me to and hopefully that will provide me with some sort of outside activity, but I'm just a little lonely at the moment.
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Aw, Dan. Things will pick up. This is completely normal for someone in your position. This is what we like to call, a 'stretching experience'. You'll get there, and you'll be great and develop the skills you need, to survive there. I know you- you'll do great. Just remember, you were called there. When you reach complete dependance on God... He'll carry you through. What an awesome place to be- in the hands of God. I love you so much and I'm praying for you!!!
ReplyDeleteDANI! YOU UNPACKED?!?! AND IT ONLY TOOK YOU A WEEK?!?!?! WHAT?!?! :D
ReplyDeletej/k j/k, I hear ya, friend. I'm not sure if anyone's told you this before... I know I heard it a few times and then found it to be true.. but remember my 3 month exchange to France? Well... the first month is listening... the second month is talking a bit with lots of mistakes... and the third month is like this jet launch turbo thing where all the sudden you realize that at some point is has just clicked and you're not using your dictionary for every little thing any more. :) I know that's a long time from now for you... but it will come. Just forget about being self conscious and be willing to make a fool of yourself all day. :) In the meantime, keep telling us your stories when you need to talk... just talk to your computer and pretend I'm there smiling back and nodding in encouragement. HAHA! :) LOVE YOU!
Unlike alicia... i have no experience of being in a new place with a new language- but i defiantly know what it feels like to be out of the loop.... on my first few days here and MEI i felt like every person was connected to someone or other... and of course i am not as menonite as the goertzs... so everyday someone new was like oh craig! are you related to susan and bob? no. How about dave and joanne? no. what about.. and i would cut them off... i am actually not connected to anyone here at mei... i am not that hcore mennonite... i have qualities (cough cough coffee grounds) but i am not related to half of the school like everyone else.... took a while for me to feel more in the loop as on mondays it seemed like everyone knew what everyone else did because they heard through their relatives.
ReplyDeletefunny mennonite joke though: how was the grand canyon created? a mennonite dropped a penny into a hole.
so i understand not fitting in right at first. I'll be praying for you! love the updates and love seeing the pics for facebook.! i don't think i have ever blogged so much in my life.
PS: I saw ron reed on friday night... it made me miss you because i know how well you guys got along~!